So, today I was literally running around the house like a chicken with her head caught off. And the worse part of it all was that I couldn't find my head. After many years of being in a loveless marriage I've found myself to be a bit of a collector of all things that can be collected. And I'm not talking about cute little collections, antiques, or even memorabilia. No, it's more like the depression era over here. (Me on an average day: Wait....I can't throw away this left over yarn! I could use it to wrap a gift, craft, mend something with it....I could possibly learn how to knit or crochet....eventually!?!?!?!?!) I think we all know the true outcome for that small bundle of multi-colored yarn. :)
I'm vowing that I will not start 2016 with the mess in my
While living in my loveless marriage I think I knew subconsciously the possibilities of a future without again. And my choice to hunker down and living unhappily all these years cause me to build a huge wall around myself with clearance pencils, outdated shampoo and enough magazines to build the Taj Mahal. Now after new beginnings and a whole lot of Jesus I don't need all that stuff anymore to make me feel secure.
So, let the purging begin....one room at a time. I think understanding the "Why" is the first step, now to get cleaning.....say a prayer for me! :)