I don't know if it's because I'm older now....just turned 40! But, I am so content with my life right now. Things don't have to be perfect, clean, tidy, over planned or even planned at all. Life is life and life was meant to be enjoyed. Not to be avoided and dreaded.
My sweet Kaden, oh how I LOVE him soooo much, but I know for many nights I laid next to him and begged God to take away his Autism, make life easier for me.....Please!!! I would struggle with his stims or his milestones not being met. You know what Kaden....eat with your hands, giggle and laugh as you twirl around, touch our faces until you feel safe and calm, whatever you need to enjoy Your life. I'm so proud of all that he has accomplished in the 8 years of his life. I want him to be proud of who he is. I still pray for his safety because he still has uncontrollable anger through out the week. But, when I look at where he was 4 years ago and where he is now there is soooo much improvement with his social skills, communication and his ability to take care of himself.
We have been working a lot on daily life skills. Like keeping himself clean, cleaning up after himself and making healthy food choices. He loves helping in the kitchen and coming up with new food creations. He's working on a new strawberry lemonade recipe right now. I love his enthusiasm for life, he wakes up happy every single morning no matter what kind of night he's had. He attacks the day like I've never seen before from anyone I've ever known. I can learn a lot from him....I think I already have! Thank You Lord for my Sweet Kaden!!!!